| Location | Great Leighs,chelmsford |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 3/2007 |
| Date of Death | 3/2007 |
| Visitors | 5,045 since 03/06/2007 |
| Creator |
Brooke scolding
born asleep 21/3/2007
our perfect angel Brooke born sleeping.
goodnight precious,sleep tight
always in our hearts and thoughts
lots of love hugs and kisses
mummy,daddy,morgan and freddie
and your new baby brother Riley born
24th april 2008 and little baby sister
hollie mae born 4th december 2009
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our perfect little angel Brooke was born sleeping at 38+3 weeks gestation.
when we found out 4 months after i had my son freddie that we were expecting again we were excited,nervous,scared and much more...i already had a 9 yr old daughter from a previous relationship and had suffered 2 eptopics and freddie would only be14 months when the new baby arrived i was worried that i wouldnt cope,after overcoming our fears we couldnt wait to have a new member in our family,our first scan went really well and we was told that i was due on 2/4/07 everything was going really well except the morning sickness,we went for our 20 week scan after the scan we was taken to a side room as they said something was wrong with our babythey couldnt see a stomach,and the babys legs were to short for its gestation,a counciller came in and started talking about downs syndrome and heart defects,we were told we would have to go to kings college for a more in depth scan,we didnt even find out the sex of our baby like we planned we didnt get a picture..the next week and and half was so hard i didnt know what was wrong with my baby wether it would live or die wether it was ill or not..the day finally came after a 2 hour train journery we got there,we was called in to see the cardiolligst first all big smiles the baby had some calcium deposits in its ventricles but they will disapear if they dont a simple operation can put it right,next was a indepth scan. why was you sent here..because they couldnt see a stomach..its right there look we can see it filling up...we were so happy..they continuted scanning checking every part of our baby its legs look a little short maybe just a short baby.we can do an amnio to rule out any syndromes,oh and your having a girl just what we wanted a beautiful little girl.we had the amnio and had to wait 3 weeks for the results they came back clear we was having a pefectly healthy little girl such a relief.
the rest of the pregnancy was trouble free at 38 weeks on a thursday i went for my weekly antenantal appointment,a good strong heart beat,i told the midwife this baby was gonna be early i was huge and ready to have my girl..on tuesday i started having twinges,i told simon the babys coming he thought it was braxton hicks the contractions got stronger no shes coming,i phoned the hospital to let them know they said stay at home as long as possible,a few hours later they stopped i went to bed to get some rest only to wake an hour or so later when my waters broke,we phoned the hospital we went straight to the hospitalwith my mum and simons dad,i remeber lying on the delivery table the midwife trying to find the heart beat,i cant get it ill get some one else to try..nope i cant get it..youll have to have a scan.i looked at the screen i couldnt see it i knew already the consultant looked at me and just said sorry.. our fears became a reality our baby had died.i was told that i would have to be induced the next morning as my contractions had stopped,i wanted to go home and see my children,i got home and my contractions started again coming thick and fast getting more and more painful,i was taken to hospital by ambulance as i couldnt even move i was in such pain.i carried on contracting through the night i didnt want to go through labour it wasnt fair i wasnt going to have my baby afterwards i wanted a c section they wouldnt give me one i wanted an epidural no one was there to give it to me
at 9:44 am on the 21st of march 2007 brooke arrived eternally sleeping weighing 5lb 3oz,she was perfect in every way.she was the most beautiful thing i have ever seen she had big hands and feet tiny little ears and a little button nose,she looked just like her big brother and her daddy,it was the happiest and saddest moment in my life i waited for her cry but it never came...
we had her baptised and spent the day with her giving her lots of cuddles taking photos and just looking at our angel,it was so hard to leave her she should have been coming home with us,in a way she did in our hearts and thats where she will always be.
we couldnt have her funeral till the post mortem was done,we had to wait 5 weeks,her funeral was on 30th april 2007 we filled her coffin with pictures of the family a letter that i had wrote her teddies some drawings from her big sister and a rose that her daddy had bought me on valentines day,she wore a beautiful lemon frilly dress that we went out and bought for her to be buried in, it was a beautiful service,after the service we all followed her round to her final resting place..it was so sad seeing her tiny coffin being lowered in to a great big hole in the ground,i didnt expect it to be so big,
brooke had so many beautiful flowers so many people cared for her loved her and miss her...
i miss my baby girl so much,my heart broke in two the day she died and she is keeping half of it safe until i am with her again
we love you so much our precious angel
sleep tight
until we meet again,you will always be in our thoughts and dreams
all the love in the world
mummy,daddy,morgan
and freddie
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poems read at brookes funeral
Oh precious,tiny,sweet little one,
You will always be to me,
So perfect,pure and innocent,
Just as you were meant to be,
We dreamed of you and your life,
And all that it would be,
We waited and longed for you to come,
And join our family,
We never had the chance to play,
To laugh,to rock,to wiggle,
We long to hold you,touch you now,
And listen to you giggle,
Ill always be your mum,
He'll always be your dad,
You'll always be our child,
The child we had,
But now you are gone..but yet you are here,
We will sense you everywhere,
You are our sorrow and our joy,
Theres love in every tear,
Just know our love goes deep and strong,
We will forget you never~
The child we had,but never had,
And yet we will have forever
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Each night we shed a silent tear,
As we speak to you in prayer
To let you know we love you
And just how much we care
Take our million teardrops
And wrap them up in love
And ask the wind to carry them
To you in heaven above
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Happy christmas x
Misty Christmas Memories
Gentle snowflakes touch my face
As a tear trails down my cheek
Among crowds and glistening tinsel
Your face, I once more seek.
Another year has come to pass
With not once glimpse of you
Except in dreams, you visit me
In shades of hazy blue.
Christmas time will soon be here
I long to see your face
Just once again, to see your smile
And dream of your embrace.
Christmas time is boxed up
In tones of purple hue
It's wrapped in misty memories
And laced with thoughts of you.
hello angle
hello brooke
im your cousion sarah
when i found out you was born asleep i was a little confused how could this of happened you was my little new cousion and had been taken away before i had even got to see you or hold your tiny hand smell your skin and even hold you tight i didnt know what to say to anyone because nothing i said could of bought you back i found it realy hard to control my emotions and bottled it all up hopeing it would be better i didnt want your, our family to see me upset it would of make it worse. i hated myself for not saying anything and not letting anything out tho all i could do was cry but then thinking about you i realised that you are still with me and always will be and nothing could take that away from me not no one that made things a lot better for me to know that you are still around always and safe asleep in heaven.
there is not a day where i dont think about you and all the fun we would of all had. some times i do find myself sitting at the end of my garden talking to you telling you about my day and how i feel brooke just because we cannot see you does not mean you are not there you are always in my heart i will always remember you as my little angel and one day i will see you in heaven and we can have that fun i hoped for.
love you so much my little angel xxxxxxxx
One Christmas Wish
One Christmas Wish xx
I guess if I could make just one Christmas wish,
I would wish I could see you.
To hold, to snuggle, to just kiss,
This is something I'd really like to do.
My arms ache for my baby Girl,
Who will always remain just that.
To never grow and experience joy,
I wish I knew where you were at.
Why is it God thought he needed you more than I,
And why is it wishes can't come true?
I am just an aching heart who can only ask why,
And a mother who can't let go of you.
Please God grant me this one Christmas wish,
If just for a minute, an hour or a day.
She is someone I really need & miss,
What more must I say?
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Merry Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS XXXXXX
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My Christmas Wish For You
My Christmas wish for you, my friend
Is not a simple one
For I wish you hope and joy and peace
Days filled with warmth and sun
I wish you love and friendship too
Throughout the coming year
Lots of laughter and happiness
To fill your world with cheer
May you count your blessings, one by one
And when totaled by the lot
May you find all you've been given
To be more than what you sought
May your journeys be short, your burdens light
May your spirit never grow old
May all your clouds have silver linings
And your rainbows pots of gold
I wish this all and so much more
May all your dreams come true
May you have a Merry Christmas friend
And a happy New Year, too.
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Dear Mum
Mum please know I’m safe and sound
Cos I’m in gods care
And when its time for you to come
I promise I will meet you there
At heavens gate I will wait for you
As I long for our first hug
And I promise you will see
That I’m happy in the heavens above.
I see the countless Christmas Trees around the world below.
With tiny lights, like heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular! Please wipe away that tear,
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear,
but the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,
for it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart,
but I am not so far away,
we really aren't apart.
So be happy for me dear ones.
You know I hold you dear
and be glad I'm spending
Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I send you each a special gift from my heavenly home above.
I send you each a memory of my undying love.
After all "LOVE" is the gift, more precious than pure gold.
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do,
for I can't count the blessings or love He has for you.
So, have a Joyous Christmas and wipe away that tear.
Remember, I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
Have A Good Weekend Everyone
This Tribute Is For Friday Busy Tomorrow
You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
Each time we see your picture
You seem to smile and say,
“Don’t cry, I’m in God’s hands,
We’ll meet again someday!”
“The Best”
God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So He put His arms around you
And He whispered “Come to Me”
With tearful eyes we watched you.
We watched you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard-working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He chose to take the best.
It’s lonesome here without you
We miss you more each day.
Life doesn’t seem the same
Since you have gone away.
When days are sad and lonely
And everything goes wrong,
We seem to hear you whisper
“Cheer Up and Carry On”
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
my darling angel brooke,not a day goes by that i dont think of you,i hope you are keeping the piece of my heart that has stayed with you safe,i will have it back when i am with you again i love you so much my angel,
your new little brother riley is now 15 weeks old and he looks just like you,when he is older we will tell him about his big sister,freddie still sends you lots of kisses i hope they all reach you safely,
we all love you and miss you so much our little princess
all the love in the world
mummy
xxxxxxx
sweet dreams brooke, x
im so sorry to hear about your loss, i lost my little girl charlotte January this year, i'll always be thinking of use !
if you ever need to talk,
x
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